This blog is simply used as a tool to express my own thoughts & feelings.
Not everything in this blog is by me, i might use quote from famous people.
Because frankly I'm not that smart(:
You can contact me at estelle_special@hotmail.com
That's all ! Oh, Navigate through this blog by clicking on the above.

Click on "ABOUT", "CHAT", "LINK" & so on

love,
Estelle

Will a star drop down from the sky?
Will a girl turn into a boy?
Will flowers & insects talk?
&
Will you become mine?
If like harry potter; twilight & golden compass,
If i have the power they have,
I can turn people into frogs,
Or maybe the price charming of mine!

HAHAHA, not so wicked to turn people into a frog.
But the second part can be consider(:

By the way, my name is Estelle & I'm Eighteen.
Turning Nineteen on 12 January 2010, arghh seems old.
I love to talk & joke but not to everyone.
My idea partner must be as tall as 180cm,
Thou I'm just 157cm :D
Actually I had found my guy,
He has everything i wanted & I'm crazy abt him.
Stop my crap & enjoy reading(:

BLOG MOVED to

http://estellechen.livejournal.com

Its time for some new memories and a new beginning for you & me (:

Arghh, I feel so stress. I dont know what i want or what should i do. Since young it was my dream to go to developing or undeveloped countries and help out. & now a chance is right in front of me but i dont know if i should go or not. I will miss Keith and i think its alot. First time going overseas and i'm afraid that i will be lonely or simply not used to it. 1 more week for me to decide. What should i do! Been very long since i stay home with Elis(: Well, today we just stay home and have some quality bonding time. Its kind of cool and really heart-warming. HAHAHA! Play a new mmorpg game call "bright shadow" & well i find it kind of interesting & within one day i am level 15 ! Cool.

You can read it up from

http://brightshadow.gamepotusa.com/

Enjoy ! Guess what i am in the library now and the whole library is still in a state of power failure! Luckily i have battery on my laptop or else i will be like the people using the free computers. Lost all data, lose all games and just keep complaining now. HAHAHA, there's no light thus i am like living in the dark. But something is very funny, they librarian isnt trying to fix it at all. OMG! its really hilarious, seeing everyone complaining & worrying(:

I shall continue with my games :D The thing i am afraid of might be happening. Today while i was waiting for keith in pepper lunch, there was this intense sharp pain in my chest. It hurts and make me shiver in cold. HAHA, but Estelle is still able to manage it and after taking few deep breathe and relaxing, it became much better(:

Been so long since i ate pepper lunch, i got to say, ITS NICE! I love my baby

How many people in this world can really feel so sad so hurt that their heart is like breaking into million of pieces and also sometimes making your heart feel so heavy. I feel it today and it really hurts alot alot. How i wish i will never had to experience it again but sometimes things wont go as we wished. HAHAHAHA(: I dunno understand myself well, really dunno what the heck wrong with me. Today i am so so angry that i actually scolded keith F*** ! I guess i am really too angry and also disappointed. But at the same time i hate myself so much, why i just cant seems to get really angry with keith? Its like i had never been truly angry with him before. I guess my limit is when he secretly be with other girls.

I love you so much that i hate you too :D

Recently been very tired and chest hurts alot. Back & neck also seems very tired. I am worry, i search the Internet and the symptoms i have is the same as heart attack. But i went to do a ecg check up and the report is okay however the doctor say there's a high chance that its not accurate because it wil only be accurate when your symptoms acts up while doing the ecg test. So i guess i will just observe a few days to see if the symptoms and chest pain continues.

JIA YOU ESTELLE(:

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