ESTELLE :)

2010-01-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

JUICY COUTURE ELEPHANT NECKLACE

Saw this on EBay & love at first sight !

But cost $50 USD.

http://cgi.ebay.com.sg/Juicy-Couture-Lucky-Elephant-Necklace-box-Authentic_W0QQitemZ320468831794QQcmdZViewItemQQptZLH_DefaultDomain_0?hash=item4a9d6e4e32

BLOG MOVED

2009-11-09T23:54:00.005+08:00

BLOG MOVED to

http://estellechen.livejournal.com
Its time for some new memories and a new beginning for you & me (:

OCP

2009-11-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

Arghh, I feel so stress. I dont know what i want or what should i do. Since young it was my dream to go to developing or undeveloped countries and help out. & now a chance is right in front of me but i dont know if i should go or not. I will miss Keith and i think its alot. First time going overseas and i'm afraid that i will be lonely or simply not used to it. 1 more week for me to decide. What should i do!

bonding with sister

2009-11-07T21:27:00.003+08:00

Been very long since i stay home with Elis(: Well, today we just stay home and have some quality bonding time. Its kind of cool and really heart-warming. HAHAHA! Play a new mmorpg game call "bright shadow" & well i find it kind of interesting & within one day i am level 15 ! Cool.

You can read it up from

http://brightshadow.gamepotusa.com/

Enjoy !

TP LIBRARY POWER FAILURE

2009-11-06T15:13:00.002+08:00

Guess what i am in the library now and the whole library is still in a state of power failure! Luckily i have battery on my laptop or else i will be like the people using the free computers. Lost all data, lose all games and just keep complaining now. HAHAHA, there's no light thus i am like living in the dark. But something is very funny, they librarian isnt trying to fix it at all. OMG! its really hilarious, seeing everyone complaining & worrying(:

I shall continue with my games :D

oh dear

2009-11-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

The thing i am afraid of might be happening. Today while i was waiting for keith in pepper lunch, there was this intense sharp pain in my chest. It hurts and make me shiver in cold. HAHA, but Estelle is still able to manage it and after taking few deep breathe and relaxing, it became much better(:

Been so long since i ate pepper lunch, i got to say, ITS NICE! I love my baby

what's wrong with me

2009-11-03T19:46:00.002+08:00

How many people in this world can really feel so sad so hurt that their heart is like breaking into million of pieces and also sometimes making your heart feel so heavy. I feel it today and it really hurts alot alot. How i wish i will never had to experience it again but sometimes things wont go as we wished. HAHAHAHA(: I dunno understand myself well, really dunno what the heck wrong with me. Today i am so so angry that i actually scolded keith F*** ! I guess i am really too angry and also disappointed. But at the same time i hate myself so much, why i just cant seems to get really angry with keith? Its like i had never been truly angry with him before. I guess my limit is when he secretly be with other girls.

I love you so much that i hate you too :D

what's going on with me

2009-11-01T15:18:00.003+08:00

Recently been very tired and chest hurts alot. Back & neck also seems very tired. I am worry, i search the Internet and the symptoms i have is the same as heart attack. But i went to do a ecg check up and the report is okay however the doctor say there's a high chance that its not accurate because it wil only be accurate when your symptoms acts up while doing the ecg test. So i guess i will just observe a few days to see if the symptoms and chest pain continues.

JIA YOU ESTELLE(:

I'm sorry(:

2009-10-27T14:12:00.002+08:00

Today i did something really wrong & trust me i have no idea what's wrong with me. Its just this urge & woots~ i did it ! I made keith really frustrated and angry, i dun like seeing him sad. I mean its not i want, i cant control myself today. Seems to really go haywire =X ! Baby, i am sorry for all i did today, please please dont be mad at me. I swear i will try my best to control myself next time. Forgive me please. I had been really :( today. So will you forgive me? I wont be selfish anymore la.

Show me this face, SMILE PLEASE!

sick & tired

2009-10-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

Sick since yesterday night !
Down with gastric infection & feel really bad.
Doctor say is because of the RAW food i ate this few days.
Well, its me being greedy & nothing to do with Keith(:
Medicine & more medicine.
Everything is getting worse, recently feel really very tired.
Chest pain + headache + flu + real tired
Med med med, hate eating med.

Baby bought Iphone 3GS & asked me to help him look for a nice casing.
Spend 1hour plus browsing through the internet.
Finally i found from ebay website.
Its from USA & its a 100% authentic from apple.
Its very classic & nice but it cost $52.

Cant tell the name of the case as i want it to be abit special like for keith.
The lesser people who have it, the better it is(:
I know i am selfish but for Keith i have to.
I'm sorry :D

China Trip 2009

2009-10-23T12:08:00.002+08:00

Estelle's still busy

2009-10-23T11:54:00.003+08:00

Been very long since i last update this blog(: The reason is very simple, ESTELLE IS BUSY!
Hahahaha. Back from China few days ago, school started too. Project kept coming in & this semester workload is kind of WOW. China photos will be uploaded through "facebook" as its easier & faster. Well, kind of admit i am lazy lah. Quite a number of things happened recently & so let me tell you what is it okay.

1) Keith lend me money to buy this CAMERA! Its the lastest from Samsung which have the dual LCD function. Love it alot. He say i could take my time to return him the money but i really hope to return him asap.

this is the FIRST HAPPENING

2) Keith bought me this longchamp bag as school open gift(: Okay i know its funny but i like the way he surprise me with gifts. Its exactly the same but the handle colour is different as Keith
wanted something more special thus he get the limited edition one which has a dark brown handle. LOVE IT!

Go to go teach tuition now. Arghh, busy day. Hope keith will be able to meet me for dinner(:
I miss you baby.

Thanks bb

2009-09-22T11:10:00.003+08:00

BABY thanks for suprising me at Science Center yesterday & thanks for the big surprise. I believe you know what i meant. The camera which you secretely bought & appear under the block to give me this huge gift. I love you for you and i really hope you will continue taking care of me. You always say in your heart i am a baby & i hope i will always be your special one, the diamond in your heart.

I LOVE YOU BABY!

love your smile
love the T550 orange
love the suprises
love being with you

Thing which happened recently

2009-09-18T10:36:00.002+08:00

Been real busy nowadays thou its already school holiday :D So let me update you what happen since the last post. But pictures have to be upload next time.

Event 1

- korean bbq
- yummy
- extremely full
- nothing special

Event 2

- samsung got new camera
- dual LCD means can SELF SHOT !
- cool & first even that have dual LCD
- Price super duper cool also.
- $500

Event 3

- Comex fair at suntec conventional hall
- Went on the second day
- ppl, ALOT
- Bought, nothing.
- But keith set his eyes on DSLR CANON 500D
- Price $1000 plus

Event 4

- OMG, he bought it, bought it
- But lens haven come
- But the CAMERA itself is already so cool
- Decided to go for shooting lesson
- Shooting outing

Event 5
- Went bugis, Haji lane
- Ate Ice-Cream, yum yum
- Keith bought a shirt
- Took pictures.
- Fun
- NO FIGHT ! yea

Event 6

- commence today

Conclusion:
For this few weeks i believe our relationhip have reached another level(: I am starting to be more & more independent. In the past i would quarrel or be mad when he doesnt send me to teach tuition but now we even parted in MRT! Cool isnt it. I realise if i dont start changing my temper, i am going to loose him & this is something i do not look forward to. So a change is what i am going to do now.

Keith birthday coming in 2 weeks time & real excited ! I know keith would like to have a present instead of choosing for one but on the other hand i would really like him to go & try on the wallets one by one as its a large amount and i dont want me to be the one choosing it. What should i do? have $280 now, collect $310 on the week as his birthday for teaching tuition. Another $80 for this two saturday. Total up to $ 670 ! So ESTELLE CHEN, dont be lazy must go work, work, work. Going bath & change now.

Today event

- breakfast at the market
- movie
- go back my house update photos
- go tuition from 7-830

* actually sometime i still hope keith will appear infront of me after i teach tuition but like i say, estelle must change. So cant think this way OKAY.

love,

Estelle

results

2009-09-11T07:38:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA, so long never blog. cause lazy & busy teaching tuition :D
Gotten the result this semester & quite happy with it. Happy for baby too, he did quite well this semester, total of 2.9.

My results:
Accounting: A
Org behaviour: A
PMI: B+
Sociology: B
Decan: C+
Marketing: C

Wow, got all grades from A to C, luckily must be coursework pull me up. Estelle, what you have been working hard for had paid of OFF. hooray. Today meeting keith to go IT fair & having lunch with mummy. I am so happy for keith, seriously i cant sleep the whole night. Now, that i am awake i cant sleep again.

imperial cinderella on ice :D

2009-09-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

That time August 28 delayed so FINALLY tomorrow is the day. Wow, so anxious, cant wait. Went shopping with baby yesterday and guess what, he bought me a really nice jacket from pull and bear & its so expensive; $74.90 ! He is really nice, i know he bought me the jacket cause i told him i am going china and it will be abit cooling. HAHAHAHA, such a nice boyfriend i am glad i am his girl :D Anway, had a fight with him yesterday after hearing what he say, well i think i am going to trust him. No matter what he is what i chose so just want tell you, i do trust you(: Tired, tomorrow korean bbq. YUMMY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

August 28, 2009

2009-08-31T21:24:00.011+08:00

HAHAHA, happiest day in my life :D Keith bought me present & mostly he make a book about us. Its really touching as he even go to the internet and print out my pictures. Really very touching, my tears drip whenever i read the book. He even bought the "cinderella on ice" for me to watch as i always love ice-skating fairy tales. But too bad, technical problem must delay till this coming thursday then watch. But, its enuf for me. We took many photos too. The watch baby wearing is a present from me to him :D I LOVE YOU KEITH!

Happy 4th years Anniversary

2009-08-28T08:56:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th years anniversary KEITH. BEing able to be with you for this 4 years its my greatest joy & youtruely give me happiness. For this 4 years, you kept tolerating me and no matter what you will put on a smile on your face when you are looking at me or with me. You tried your very best to satisfy what i need and buy everything i say i like. From a tatty bear to a camera to a bag. I have never truely told you how i feel no matter how much you urge me to say. & right here i am going to say:

" KEITH WHANG, throughout this four years, its you who stayed by my side
regardless of happiness or sadness. Its you who help my sister when she needed
money to buy books & its you who show me concern by waiting for me when i am
teaching tuition. I just want to let you know that, I DO KNOW what you have done
for me & everything, every single thing no matter if its a big or small
thing, i DO REMEMBER! & i appreciated what you did for me, most importantly
i appreciate you. Deep down, i do love you, thou we always quarrel but everytime
i scold you or throw temper at you my heart hurts alot. I am very sorry for
making you sad & for making you feel hurt. But i dont mean it. I hope you
will know that Estelle Chen Anqi do love you Keith Whang."

Lastly, i am going out with him later, this time he is very secrective & i just will have to follow him. Looking forward for 11am. OMG, i think i should go get my things ready in case he come earlier. Bye :D

Nice book

2009-08-27T15:14:00.001+08:00

Saw this book in the popular yesterday, the cover look really sweet & nice but its quite expensive; $24.90 for this small book. Wonder if library will have this book. Let me go and find it out next week.

finally joy is on its way

2009-08-27T15:07:00.002+08:00

YEAH, finally baby exam is over, i am so happy. Tomorrow is August 28 & tonight i have to go teach tuition. Tired tired. Hope can see him as soon as possible, really cant wait le :D Do you think he will say things like:

I love you Estelle

feeling sad

2009-08-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

I feel sad, i didnt know keith still think of me like this. i write the previous not because i want to give him stress, i just want to have something i can look back in the future. But what he msg me, the words he used hurt me. He say "you should know what you mean" ! SO what i mean, seriously i mean nothing, NOTHING but does he believe me. He just think that i am giving him pressure again. Why cant he see me as a better girl, why must i always be revengeful & scheming to him. For 4years, he still doesnt know me well. It hurts me alot. I think whether i msg him i am home or not doesnt matter to him anymore cause he dont care. What am i to him, am i still the girl he fall in love with? I know i nvr change, i am sure. But did he change? I dont know, i am just upset really feel sad.

fulfilling

2009-08-26T14:09:00.003+08:00

This post is name fulfilling because i want to fulfill all my wish before December 31 2009. There's still 4months & 5days left. I understand what is the outcome and i accept it. Happiness have been revolving around me for 4 years and seriously i think its enough. Thanks alot for staying by my side for this 4years how can i possibly be selfish and ask for more. In the past, my wish is to let our relationship be recognized by your family thus been requesting it not knowing that it gives you alot of pressure. Like i say, if there's a will, there's a way. Since i can keep repeating this sentence to you, i should have known clearly that I am still not the right one for you. Thus i hope that i can make good use of this 4 months & 5 days to give you happiness and also fulfilling my wishes. Hahaha :D Leaving you, i have no regret as i know the story is gonna end like this long ago. Feeling upset ? Yes i believe if i dont feel upset then i dont love you at all.

Four years ago you asked me to be with you, when i am feeling lonely and upset and heartbroken from the previous relationship, you came into my life. You accompanied me throughout this four years having both happy and sad memories. The incident which left deep impression for me is that i once use a metal locker to throw it on you. You didnt blame me but you ran after me. For four years, i had been so unreasonable and stubborn but never once did you say you hate me.

Because of you, Because i fall in love with you;

I learnt that there's happiness in this world
I learnt how to smile in sad occasions
I learnt how to treasure & cherish people around me
I learnt how to eat sushi & even fall in love with it

Because of you, Because i fall in love with you;
I know that miracles do happen
I know that rainy days will definitely be over
I know that no matter what happen a guy name Keith will always be here for me
I know that actually not all ppl love themselve most because i love you more than anything.

& most importantly

Because of you, Because i fall in love with you;
I opened my heart to you & allow you to have a place in it.

The only regret is that I am still not the right one for you.

In 4months & 5days time, I'll have to leave & i don't know what can i leave for you.
I don't know what can i do for you, i hope you will always remember a girl name Estelle.
Someone who you always call silly & pig, someone who you proclaim you love deeply.
In my heart, i remember everything you say, the videos i insists on taking are memories that i can reminisces on. 4 years, i gave up my own life in pursue for yours. I walk behind you, following your footsteps. In fact, i live because of you. Always worrying that you will not be able to take care of yourself need to stop that soon.

Now, let me list down a list of things i need to fulfill :D

~~Buy keith a watch as i always hpe he will wear a leather watch~~
Celebrate 4year anniversaries without any quarrels & unhappiness
Jurong safra trip with Keith
Cook him a nice dish of chinese food
Get him a wallet for his birthday
Trip to night safari with keith
Hope he will bring me Ice-Skate like he promise (Kallang trip)
Change his habit of scolding "F***" (kind of hard)
Buy him a spec frame
Eat ice-cream together while walking home(not expensive, is normal stick ice-cream)
Go chalet with him one last time
Ask him see doctor, make sure his tummy is okay
Change his habit of drinking cold drinks at night (bad for asthma)
Boost his confidence in studies
Help him in memorising things better
Buy him a collar shirt (something unique)
Find him a slipper which will not fade in colour & not slippery
Eat beef noodles with him at century square the shop he eat with Nicholas
Request him to will wear the our ring one day without taking it out
Take pictures of him and me wearing the ring
Every outing from now on, try to take at least a picture together
Hope he will shelter me with umbrella without me asking

That's all i can think off for now, let me continue thinking tomorrow. going to bath to get ready to tuition (:

I rather

2009-08-25T20:17:00.003+08:00

Today my piano teacher called to inform me that i am now a grade 3 piano students which means i pass the exam :D But baby message me to told me that his exams today is not so good. After my teacher called me to inform about the result, i wanted to message Keith immediately but i scare keith will feel upset as he didnt do so well for his exams.

Dandelion wishes; how i hope i can trade mine result with yours.

August 28

2009-08-25T14:58:00.002+08:00

I bought a watch for him on August 28, its a gift i always wanted to give him. He doesnt have the habit of wearing watch & i hope i will be the one who change this fact :D Of cause the chances is like 0.1% but i believe at least if i try, i will not regret. I dont know if he will like the watch i bought as its abit not like his style and he havent wear something like this before. My elder sister told me that as long as you love the person you will like anything she/he buy. I believe its true & so i am looking forward to Friday to see if keith will like it.

I didnt do much planning this time as keith says he want to give me surprise & this is the first time he plan for any event between us so i am kind of looking forward. But being able to spend the day with him matters more than any presents or planing. He is having his test now & I truely hope he will be able to do well so Friday he will be showing me his HAPPY SMILING face instead of a gloomy one :D

All the best KEITH WHANG !

photos time

2009-08-25T14:29:00.005+08:00

Been so long since i last update, done having fun with other blog site & here i am back to blogger. I think its the most user friendly or maybe i am abit slow :D Exams over & have time to upload photos now. Enjoy :D

Baby cousin Allyn

Keith & Estelle

Keith's adventure with shamus dog =X

busy

2009-07-13T11:02:00.002+08:00

Recently i am very busy. Orchard became my house i have been visiting there like few times a week. Grandmother is staying in Mount Elizabeth now as she's feeling abit unwell. Visit her almost everyday to keep her company(: HAHA.

Misses baby alot alot, but recently he been meeting me during the weekends, surprising right :D Enjoyed being near him and being with him but sometimes i am just really angry with HIM ! Watching Harry Potter this thursday with shamus, eugene & baby. I cant wait to go there.

Project/Presentation/Quiz/Exams SO MANY THINGS.

GOSH i am going crazy soon. I need a break, some fun :D

EUGENE 18th BIRTHDAY!

2009-07-04T14:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

HAHA, celebrated eugene's 18th birthday with him. Went to iluma to have shabu shabu bufffet lunch. Eileen, Elis, Estelle, Keith, Shamus and of cause Eugene(: Eugene, Sham and Eileen ate tons and tons of PORK !! When elis and me surrender. As for keith, his favourite was SOTONG.

Watched transformer at The Cathay and i think its okay. Prefer Transformer 1 :D
Had ginshen chicken for dinner as we were so full from the buffet during lunch. Took some pictures because i forgotten to bring CAMERA !

WHY

2009-06-23T20:21:00.002+08:00

M i wrong. I can no longer tell if he's truly in love with me. I am not sure if the reason he stay by my side, be nice to me is because he needed my help. He always say he love me but everytime, he will only be nice when he need my help.
If he love me, he will keep to his promise. But he hardly did. I dont know and i feel really lost. Very upset in fact. I duno if i should break away from him to realise things, facts or should i continue to stay by him and let things repeat. Everything i did was because i love him and i love him truely. He always say my things is minor but he didnt realise that TO ME MINOR OR IMPT DOESNT MATTER AS I DO EVERYTHING WITH MY WHOLE HEART !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BECAUSE I LOVE HIM.

I dont care if its minor or not, seriously i dont. To me nth about him or regarding him is minor. He, himself is alrdy so impt to me. I love him so much.
I can tell anyone, i dare to say that if one day he need my heart i will give it to him. People always say humans love themselves more than anything. But i KNOW I LOVE HIM SO MUCH MORE. I CAN GIVE MY LIFE TO HIM.

Why dont he understand and try to appreciate me.
Why is everyth i do or say seems so minor to him.
WHY

HAHA

2009-06-12T23:42:00.004+08:00

Feel really unwell yesterday and finally getting abit better today(: HAHA, finally finished my blogshop and just OPEN ! HAHA, really hope i will succeed or should i say I MUST =D
Anyway, below are some items i'm selling. please support me

PLEASE VISIT:

http://www.joyfromus.blogspot.com/

Muay Thai

2009-06-09T11:19:00.002+08:00

Recently i went to sigh up for muay thai course. First lesson was really tough with all the warm up and the training its killing me =/ But yesterday when i went for the second lesson i think its okay for me and having done 100 crutches i'm still not so tired. woke up this morning and yea, i didnt have tummy cramp(:
Looking forward for this thursday as i will be going for the third lesson. Really hope to learn something new asap so i can whack people i dont like. HAHA kidding(: Ciao, going to get ready as my baby is coming for me.

i wish; i wish

2009-06-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

If you love me please take what i say today into heart(:

kate spade bag

2009-06-05T21:40:00.003+08:00

This bag might look abit old but trust me when you see the real thing you will find it unique.
Its on offer yet cause 544 ! Super expensive.

fabulous chocolate meal

2009-06-05T21:26:00.002+08:00

Went to marina square with keith today after my final paper(: YEA !
Watched HM and well, it's very very nice. Even keith kept laughing.
HAHAHA. Went to esplanade there to have dinner. Sort of like chompchomp.
After dinner went to MAX BRENNER to have the chocolate there.
The first picture is what keith eat, second is MINE(:(: and the last is we share.
The last picture is actually a drink, must put the coco in and the milk den melt it :D
YUMMY YUMMY

more photos

2009-06-04T11:04:00.007+08:00

Like i say, more photos(:

KEITH

2009-05-31T21:09:00.002+08:00

Baby, i will always back you up(:
HAHAHA, JIAYOU JIAYOU.
I love you so so much, how i hope can see you soon.
But must wait till friday. doesnt matter, i wan u do well.
MUST BUCK UP(:

exams

2009-05-31T20:10:00.001+08:00

Monday - DECAN
Tuesday - ACCOUNTING
Friday - ORGANISATION BEHAVIOUR

tired tired

birthday party

2009-05-25T11:03:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY EILEEN !

Sister birthday party at downtown east chalet on fri, sat and sun(:
Its fun and tiring. Keith went down with me on friday while shamus and eugene came on staurday. BBQ is on saturday and haha, alot of people. sister book 4 room and 4 bbq pit.
Play games at night well, of cause its drinking game AGAIN !!

FRIDAY

Play games with irene, eileen, mellya, elis, mummy, keith, wei ming and me.
Drinking but not as much, luckily. Watched night at the museum 2 and the show end at 2am.
So tired and sleepy.

SATURDAY

Shamus is unlucky when playing indian poker, so eugene and keith help him with his punishment ' martell ' ! Keith didnt drink much as he's having a fever and of cause i want to take care of him(: Went escape on saturday morning and play alot of games. We were all wet and we even went to the haunted house. Keith head first as we'll all scare so guess what we hook each other on the waist and move. BBQ party at night.

Let the photos do the talking, there's more, yet to be uploaded(:

Thnks

2009-05-20T21:31:00.005+08:00

THANKS A MILLION !

That's what i want to tell you

Baby i do love you and i really appreciate everything you do for me

It's just i don't know how to tell you this face to face

You know i am not good in expressing myself

You are always in my heart & i know everything that you did for me

BEFORE SCHOOL

Waking up in the morning is not an easy task

Not to mention when you have lessons only at 9

Just for me, sitting bus became your habit

MacDonald make you sick,

but just because of one sentence from me: " baby i wan hotcakes."

and you have to obliged.

DURING SCHOOL

You message me just because you afraid i'm bored

Preparing things for me to do when i'm alone

Shows, Games and Songs

Buy me sweets and tibits afraid i'm hungry

AFTER SCHOOL

Waiting for people is what you hate most

But you waited hours for me just to send me home

Just because i'm greedy,

You are forced to have dinner with me everyday

ended up having 2 dinners each day.

PSP is a must in your bag

Not because you are playful but cause its a tool while waiting for me

BABY, alot of things i know its just i dont know how should i show that i appreciate you.

You are sick now and i know its my fault. I'm sorry but i do love you !

I only think about my problems, myself and not you. I never show you care instead i scold you stupid and irritating. I'm sorry but i do love you !

Rmb yesterday, you tried to console me telling me 'anan i'll always be here for you' , but i'm mean and i say i dont wan i just want to be alone. I'm sorry but i do love you !

I am petty as i always get angry and when i'm angry i'll neglect you and ignore you but never did you leave me alone or scold me. You always turn to one corner and after feww mins, you came to make me happy. I'm sorry but i do love you !

Keith, I'M SORRY ! But i love you, i do love you and in fact, alot !

THANKS, I'm SORRY !

BUSY !

2009-05-20T21:26:00.003+08:00

BUSY !

That's the only word i can find to describe me

Seriously occupied by projects and quiz.

Term test is just 2 weeks from now.

What should i do

Organisation behaviour, Accounting, Decision Analysis

Project, Project & Project

Luckily i have keith with me and he makes my day

Temper very bad due to 'BUSY'

Kept scolding Keith but i dont mean it

Wana apologize and say i still love you alot.

My sister 21st birthday party is coming

THIS FRIDAY, SATURDAY & SUNDAY is the celebration

Gosh, haven make card, i'm so dead !

Please just spare me some free time by myself

trouble

2009-05-17T22:11:00.002+08:00

I am tired, extremely tired. I feel that i am very useless, all i want is a shoulder to lean on. Will you be the one who will lend me your shoulder, hold my hands in the dark, wipe my tears and tell me softly " baby dont cry, for i will always be around. " I look forward to that day. Feeling so ejected, it feel so much worst when even you quarrel with me. So baby pls, dont ever make me feel lonely or tired again. This is the time i need you, i need you so badly. Please be here !

bad weather

2009-05-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

sick

tired

unwell

bad weather make me feel sick

and it literally cause me to fall sick

flu

cough

gastric flu

wasnt feeling any better till TODAY !

sleepysleepy

Mother's Day

2009-05-10T22:04:00.005+08:00

Mother's Day

Went out to have dinner, play pool and just chit chat.
Wonderful day, nice outing(:

I LOVE YOU MUMMY !

2009-04-30T19:48:00.001+08:00

I'm losing myself

I'm just too tired to continue

just any other day

2009-04-28T20:06:00.002+08:00

Play basketball today 10-12. With: jon, junliang, gary, weeyang, kaiyao

weixuan & clement. I play awhile only as the sun is extremely bright and HOT ! I

chose to hide under my umbrella =D Keith came to look for me and he too hide under my umbrella as it really hot. Had seafood fried rice and queue supper long luckily keith help me wait there(:

Had lecture today, suppose to answer what's the output of a construction company and the first time that came to my mind was 'UNHAPPY WORKERS'

as the input is hardwork and labour. But amazing my friends all laugh at me.

Last lesson was lab, marketing ! we'll suppose to do some lab work and we got super fed up with the 'evil rabbit' tutor. He just keep laughing at our answer refusing to teach us. & seriously he looks EVIL !

what i see in you

2009-04-28T20:01:00.003+08:00

created a song for my someone(:
tune and rythme create by elis
lyrics by me :D

Song Title: what i see in you

what you see might not be true

things changes except my feelings for you

knowing you is never a mistake

loving you is what i would do

and so...

bring me close and nvr let me go

because i'm here for you and you know
hold my hand and tell me how you feel

because i'll let u know how i feel

you might not be as romantic

but i love ,that you are true

you msg me to say ' iloveyou '

And i know that i am something to you

Therefore...

kiss ur cheek and tell you that u'r mine

because you are the one that I want.
Ur promise is what I believe in.

Till the day that I will forget you

walk with me stay by my side

wipe my tears and lend ur shoulder to me

smile at me and say its alright

telling me that i am your little girl

i know....

you will

hug me tight and nvr let me fly

all i want is to stay by your side

tell me baby that i love you

knowing me is just the best thing to you

i love you and i know its true

i just hope you will feel it too

i msg you to say i miss you

and i hope that you will miss me too.

keith whang :D

2009-04-28T19:25:00.002+08:00

Public Speaking !

In order to have a good presentation we need to know who are the audience and
under knowing your audience, there are a lot of aspect. One of them is race and religious.

It is very important as it is the only way we can accurately deliver the message to them. We also have to take note of the races and religious of the audience because by doing so we will avoid making mistake and offending others. Wrong message will be convey if we dont not use the correct way to present our speech.

Let's take an example. If a speech is suppose to talk about what delicious dishes can be make out of pork and the audience is all muslim, it will be ridiculous as it is something they do not eat and hardly touch. Worst, they might think that your are purposely making fun of them.

Thus knowing which races or religious the audience belongs to will definitely allow us to have a better understanding about them and also to present our speech in a correct way, conveying the right message to the right audience

17 again

2009-04-27T09:53:00.001+08:00

Sunday was a boring day but luckily went out with elis

to catch a movie " 17 again " !

Its my second time watching but and i realise

you have to watch nice movie twice to completely understand it(:

maybe this only apply to me but HAHA.

stupid estelle

2009-04-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

what's wrong with me? i cant afford to fall sick now. stupid body always giving me prob. hand hurts due to many tiny small cuts. i need and want to take care of keith. i have to be strong. only when he gets well will i be feeling happy and not so worried.

ESTELLE control your body, DO NOT FALL SICK !

truthfully

2009-04-25T18:51:00.005+08:00

what you see might not be true

things changes except my feelings for you

knowing you is never a mistake

loving you is what i would do

caring for you makes me happy

ask me a thousand time and i will still say this

keith i love you

if time were to start again,

baby i would still choose you

you might not be romantic

but i love that you are true

you might be a game freak

but i know i'm something to you

you might not call me often

but you msg to say ' iloveyou '

you might not have time for me

but you make each meeting wonderful

you once say i'm the diamond in your heart

and let me tell you

you are the light to my path.

you once say you are the only one that will be so nice to me

and i refuse to agree with you

that's because deep down i know that's the truth

baby i love you

and i hope you love me too

iloveyou

2009-04-25T14:01:00.005+08:00

Went out with baby and cant believe i forget to bring my camera.

use phone to take photos but not that clear in dark places. HAHA

Nice place Nice meal Nice you

my thoughts; my day

2009-04-22T18:08:00.008+08:00

Baby msg me yesterday telling me he's going school with me despite his lesson start at 9am. I am very very surprise and happy. It might sound like nothing but to me it means so much. Baby had nvr truly take his initiative. Waiting for me after sch alrdy sound hard and yet he can take the effort to wake up early and he even take a cab to my hse in case he's late. I'm touched.

IN SCHOOL

On the way to school Jon called and told me there's no lab and so had breakfast with baby and my friends. Baby went off at 8plus for his lecture so i slack around with junliang, jon, weeyang, gary, kaiyao, calvin and yongxuan. AND THEY JUST KEEP GAMBLING !

DEAR KEITH

Meet keith after school, went tampines 1 walk walk. Ended up going arcade again. Took neoprint and had dinner at a japanses restaurant. Duno what's the name. Love the cake there, so tasty and nice. I ate the strawberry chocolate tart. Decided to buy some for keith's sisters and i chose KIWI, MIXED FRUITS & MANGO ! Keith told me they love it and i'm glad they do.

Really hope one day i can take the cake to them myself. But seriously i know i have no chance. Thou Keith say he will bring me home soon but i know his soon is like ... ... So never mind ba. Love buying things for his sisters as i know keith really dote them and so seeing them happy i will be happy too :D

YUMMY RAMEN SOUP BASE

FRESH EXPENSIVE SALMON $8
PERFECT CAKE

CAKE FOR KEITH'S SISTERS

KIWI POCKY

WHITE GRAPES JELLY

210409

2009-04-22T17:58:00.003+08:00

21/04/09

First day of school

school

2009-04-21T10:25:00.001+08:00

In school right now. CDS bad timing make me leave my nice bed at 6 am. Raining on the way to scool. Actual lesson starts at 1 pm. Have this really long break right now. Baby woke up at 9 am to chat with me on msn. Meeting jon & weeyang for lunch at 12 pm. Oh dear, 1hr plus to go.

Royal Copenhagen

2009-04-20T18:53:00.004+08:00

Saturday

Nice cake

Nice atmosphere

Nice place (:

mon 20/4/09

2009-04-20T18:24:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA, boring at home. Luckily baby came to look for me to have dinner with me. Had botak jones and baby is so silly. He call steak but got con into calling the prime steak which cost 30plus. HAHAHA, all cause baby never look at the price carefully. Tomorrow i have got 3hrs break alone. what should i do. ARGHHH.

time table

2009-04-17T18:17:00.002+08:00

Time table is out yesterday and this semester is kind of slack.

Mon: NO SCHOOL

Tue: 8am-10am / 1pm-5pm

Wed: 8am-1pm

Thur: 8am-11am / 12pm-5pm

Fri: 9am-1pm

I like this time table as i get to go home with keith on thursday and friday. Friday i even get to go school with keith and lunch on tuesday(: HAHAHA. =DD

keith & estelle

2009-04-15T20:50:00.012+08:00

10 april - 12 april 09

msia trip(:

15 april 2009
Discovery Center

i'm stupid

2009-04-08T22:32:00.002+08:00

AHHHH. i uploaded all the photos le but guess what, i accidentally press till home and ITS GONE. Feel so rejected and sad cause its tiring to upload again. Shall upload tomorrow(:

HAPPY

2009-04-07T21:22:00.007+08:00

Long time never update le(: Photos for last friday and this monday. Went out with baby and had wondeful time together. Buffet again and seriously i think i'm addicted to it. Especially the yummy ice-cream and cakes. Salad bar is one of my favourite. YUMMY. I am going to lilliputt with keith and my elder sister tomorrow. School reopening soon and i will MISS the time with baby.

6/4/09

YUKI YAKI steamboat & diy ice-cream

KBOX !

BREAKFAST @ Raffles place

3/4/09

Dinner at rendevous hotel

Keith in love with the bread i made

Keith design this salad for me(:

why.

2009-04-01T21:29:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i feel very tired, just very. I know that loving someone need to give in without any complains but its really very hard. Every girl yearn to have a guy who love them, do things for them not only in material but in sincerity. I want and hope my guy will plan events, do romantic stuff but i clearly know that he wont. So i really feel very tired. I am sick. Down with serious flu, sore-throat and fever. Feel very tiring and restless. I love him but cant he be more like a stead then a best friend. i need him by my side.

My Blog Shop

2009-03-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

HELLO, I am opening a blogshop selling cosmetics, skin product and hair product. All of it is from japan. The brand i'm selling is SEXYGIRL & DRAMATIC ! (: This product can be bought from watson however i am selling it at a lower price and PLUS FREE REGISTERED MAIL. Hurry visit me at theecgirls.blogspot.com now

our day

2009-03-30T21:00:00.001+08:00

WHO: Keith & Estelle

WHERE: Marina square, raffles place

BREAKFAST: Carl's junior

EVENT: Kbox / Shop around

DINNER: Japanese food

EVENT: amk hub cut hair :D

I LOVE BEING WITH KEITH WHANG

Queensway, Cineleisure, St James powerhouse

2009-03-26T20:16:00.005+08:00

Went out with keith yesterday and we went all the way to queensway. But we're happy, finally we found netball(: Its expensive, $33 but keith still bought it. Shop for awhile and ate the katong laska there, its quite tasty. I'm very stupid, the uncle only gave me a spoon and i was asing keith why no chopstick and he told me is eat with spoon only. HAHAHA. We went ikea and he was telling he how he want his future house to be like. Went cineleisure to catch a movie; Confession Of A Shopaholic, its so funny at certain scene and i laught till tears drip. Finally we had dinner at heeren and keith send me to amk hub to meet my mum and sisters.

Went clubbing at night with sister and mum and its my very first time, well i find it so so. Its so crowded and misty in there. At first i only drink volka lime as i'm not a good drinker but sis force me to drink martel, tequila shot, fire rambo and duno is 'loose job' or what. SERIOUSLY, my head is so giddy and i vomited in the club. Super malu when people looking. Melly ordered pizza and chicken wings and omg, its so nice. never thought that club got nice food. =DD If keith see this, he'll say " ESTELLE IS GREEDY BUM" ! Alot of photos haven uploaded yet cause it in my sis camera. Shall update soon.

The old arcade in queensway:

See the ticket and token, its so ....

Clubbing should wear what:

My 1st time clubbing and i just wear like this.

Sneaky neoprint photo taking:

We'r just crazy posting, keith s my photographer(:

ART & CRAFT

2009-03-24T21:37:00.002+08:00

Also i taught keith how to make this from picnik(: Its pretty easy but keith harder does stuff like this. Keith and me have lots of memories, 3 year plus. However all this memories are restricted to shoppings & eating. I wanted us to do something more special. Well, we are starting to do things like going to the zoo and stuff but i bet there's much more to do than all this isnt it? HAHAHAHA. I want us to go into another stage. FUN, MEMORABLE & CREATIVE.

lunch(:

2009-03-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

Keith came to look for me today adn ask me out for lunch. We ate macdonald as i have a craving for it. Keith is super greedy. He ate a double cheese burger, fillet O fish, macwings, fries and i ate mac spicy. NICE ! after that he came over to my house to help me download 'funshion' so that i can watch shows. Its a wondeful day and i've been playing so really weird and lame games till now. TIRED, tomorrow outing with keith and going clubbing with sister. First time, just want have the experience la. HAHAHAHA

Feelings about today.

2009-03-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

Well, i guess i am happy today. Having sore throat, flu and slight fever for the past few days. Keith actually bought me some medicine, i think its very kind of him(: AND we didnt quarrel today, he took my advice and listen to what i said attentively. He never play his psp and instead let me play. He never sms or answer call that much and give me most of his time. I hope this will last but i dont know. He help me fulfilled one of my wishes and it's really good enough for me. My greatest wish is to go sentosa, the beach the place of interest there and just relax. But keith hate sand & seawater so i know he will never fulfill this wish for me. I wanted to accept him back again but i guess i will just have to observe him more. Feeling tired and throat really hurts. Kept coughing and still having slight fever. need some rest now, night(:

Bird park

2009-03-23T22:26:00.015+08:00

Went to the jurong bird park with keith today. I made him breakfast to thank him for coming to the bird park with me. I made scramble eggs, toast bread, harshbrown and some JUI HUA CHA. Hehehe(: I think its kind of tasteless but keith say its not bad. Seriously, kinda upset as he didnt finished the harshbrown. Went to jurong bird park by cab as we're really tired to go catch a MRT/BUS. We spent 2 hours walking around the place. Took lots of pictures and i think the penguin at the bird park look much cleaner than those in the zoo. In fact i pity the penguin staying in zoo, its so hot down there. But in Jurong bird park, the penguin have their own air-conditioner room, ITS SO COOLING =D After visting the bird park, keith insists to have lunch at 啊一鲍鱼。We ordered 2 set meal $ 29.90 ++ including; shark fin, abalone, Ee-mee, baked scallop & green bean soup. Well i think its not very nice, not really worth it. Went jurong point, watched mall cop & find it really funny. ITS ENTERTAINING(: Still couldnt find netball for keith's sister. Shop around, play arcade as usual and finally settle down for dinner at a japanese restuarant. Its a buffet dinner and i love buffet so we decided to go for it. WE ARE GREEDY!
Alright, Its photo time:

Movies i watched recently

2009-03-22T19:57:00.004+08:00

That day, i think is last tuesday, keith went out with me and my friends. Didnt update on that as i am busy preparing for the sup paper. Anyway, we went kallang leisure park in the morning to play bowling. After bowling went have some food, play at the arcade and take mrt down to Grand cathay to catch ' coming soon ' I am happy that keith agree to go out with my friends and i know hw's trying very hard to get along with them =D Recently watch this 3 movies. I think Hotel For Dogs and Street Fighter Legend Of Chun Li not bad. But coming soon i think the story is not very good. Its the sound effect that is scary. Now, no more show to watch. Life gonna be so boring. Holidays, 1 month more, how to get over it. Why is singapore so small?

another chance

2009-03-22T19:46:00.004+08:00

I have decided to agree to go out with keith. I really love him and hate to see the both of us going our own way. I want to give him one last try, if he can pass my 'TEST' tomorrow, i will accept him once again. I dont know how am i going to test him. But the reason i decided to part with him is cause of his attitude and behaviour towards me. So i guess i will test him in this 2. If's he still insists on not taking my advice or still dont respect me then i think we are really over. I pray and hope that i will not be disappointed tomorrow. Dandelion will you grant my wishes this time round? Please let it be a yes, its my final final way out. I too hope i will be like the pictures, holding hand with the right one(:

Leave your smile for me & all i want is our memories.

2009-03-19T22:36:00.003+08:00

Today at the very start, you are nice to me and i thought you have decided to finally change for me but in the end i realise you didnt. When i ask you not to lean your legs against the glass, it's just because i'm worried it will break. You didnt listen or take my advice, instead you give me lots of reasons why you can put your leg there. You just dont understand, people say is cause they care. Everytime you are angry you use very harsh words and very bad attitude. Just like how you behave today. I dont want to qurrel so i chose to keep quiet but instead you become even worst. You always use words to hurt me, how many times must i repeat myself before you decide to change. Everytime after you think abt what you did, you will apologise but damage alrdy been done. I cant and wont keep forgiving you. I dont our future. I have a feeling i'm giving up soon. Why am i so silly, why do i still love you after how you treat me. Giving up is harder then starting afresh. But i guess i have to do it somehow. I'm disappointed today, very. Hope is crease to exist in my dictionary now.

Leave your smile for me & all i want is our memories.

i'm exhausted

2009-03-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

In this world, relationship is either a 'A' or a 'B' type.
Type A happens when you love him more then he love you.
Type B happens when he love you more than you love him.

I'm in love, unfortunately i'm trap in type A, a situation where i love him more than he love me.
I've ever tried giving in to him and listening to what he says or doing what he want.

I've tried, in fact many times trying to tell myself & help him prove to me that he does love me.

I know long ago that he's not that into me but i dont want to give up on this relationship.
I want to try, just keep trying to maintain this relationship, doing my very very best.
I want to let him know that i love him, hopping this will touch his heart, changing his attitude.
I want to let myself believe that he's still in love with me, even just 10percent.
I tried catching up with him, but he just keep moving without turning back.
I tried going into his world, just to have more topic to talk with him but i just cant fit in.
I tried making him happy, but in the end i am unhappy.
I tried accepting him for who he is but he just became worst.
I tried to stop trying but i just cant stop loving him, wanting to be with him.

I HAVE, I WANT & I TRIED !

You have never listened to me
You have never take my advice
You have never try understanding how i feel
You have never ask me if i am truly happy
You have never allow me to be who i am
You have never give me a simple & innocent relationship
You have never kiss me on my cheek and say i love you
You have never held my hand tightly & never let go
You have never keep to your promises
You have never love me because i am ESTELLE CHEN

NEVER NEVER NEVER !

You just dont understand how much 'secure' is needed for a girl in a relationship especially when the girl had tried all means to keep this relationship going. You insists that i am asking too much and too unreasonable. But you just doesnt know how i feel. Womans are weaker in heart than in physical. You just dont want to try understanding me. If i'm the one you love most, you will change for me, you will keep to your promises, you will do anything & everything to see me smile & you will love me for who i am and not who you want me to be. Wanting you to tell your parents not because i ask too much. Its just that this will be my only sense of secure, my everything so this 'open relationship' is very important to me. I have been giving in to you, doing my very very best but no matter how hard i try, nothing change. I am still at the starting point. I am very tired and when i say i'm tired i mean it. Really very tired. I am looking for a shoulder to lean on, looking for a guy who love me more than i love him because i'm tired. Do you understand all this.
Giving up this relationship hurt me more than anything. Giving up something you have tried very hard to maintain hurts alot alot alot. If i have a choice, i will never choose to give up.

BABY; I PROMISE

2009-03-13T22:59:00.003+08:00

I get my result and had to take sup paper for emaths 2. I fail the first maths paper as its the period when my grandfather passed away. I cant help feeling very rejected about having to take the sup paper as i have no confidence. So i message baby telling him i need some happiness and guess what baby took me to the ZOO. I am really very surprised when he told me we're going to the zoo and baby even bought a watch for me. This little surprises is really enough to make me smile and have a memorable day.

Baby told me that he's going to tell his parents about us soon. But i didnt ask much as i really dont want to give him any stress. Well, thou relationship is about 2 person but whether he wants to tell them or not doesnt really matter. If he wants, he will tell but if he doesnt, i cant force him. I guess its just how things work. I am already very touched that baby is willing to go to the zoo with me. Many might think its nothing much to be happy about but you guys dont understand. Baby HARDLY go to hot and warm places. He hates places of interest, he only love shopping and watching movie and go to cooling places. So too me, its already enough.

I admit in the past i always want him to tell his parents about us. As i feel that if a guy is serious about this relationship he will tell his parents. I feel that i will only have confidence about us if he tells his mum. But instead we just keep fighting. Alright i have to say right now i too want our relationship to be "open" but baby love me and that's all i need to know at the moment.

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Baby, no more pressure for you. Telling or not, its all up to you. I wont talk about it anymore.

I PROMISE !

zoo trip(:

2009-03-12T18:53:00.009+08:00

HAHAHA, baby kept his promise. He really bring me to the ZOO.

We walk around and took pictures, really fun but tiring :D !

Had KFC for breakfast and went to the kidz playworld to take pictures with rabbits.

But didnt manage as the rabbits are all hidding in their "house".

I think the white tigers is very beautiful, but it seems so afraid and didnt move. Just laying down there allowing people to take pictures.

We are really very tired as the weather is super hot & no wind.

We decided to sit a cab down to amk hub to catch a movie, the dragon ball revolution.

Not very nice, the movie very short less then 90mins. Story concept not very complete.

After movie, went foodcourt to grab some food. HUNGRY seriously. Add this korean seafood ramen and its so expensive. Its 7dollars and its just like instant noodles plus prawns.

Really had a very happy and satisfying day.

2009-03-11T13:39:00.003+08:00

I've shift to :
JOYSFROMYOU.WORDPRESS.COM

2009-03-10T20:40:00.005+08:00

Went vivocity with baby today. Had fun taking photos and just shopping. We went to catch a movie. Yea finally get to watch "He's just not that into you" ! INTERESTING. Quite nice and i think the show is very true. I realise baby and me is really just not so into shopping. Everytime we shop we feel like sleeping. So we decided to go to the arcade and just taking photos around. Love being with baby, he's nice at times but really mean at times. I hope he can always be nice.

2009-03-09T20:49:00.009+08:00

OUTING WITH KEITH WHANG

Went suntec with keith today. Meet mum for lunch & went to buy my handphone. YEA! finally a new phone, bought LGKC550 white. Kind of pretty, love it tons. After that keith & me went shopping, or i think its walking. We went to the arcade and try some "bm shooting". Its like a bow and arrow, well keith won. didnt manage to take any pic as we're too excited to start. We walk for every 2hr then find food to eat. Had lunch, high tea, high high tea, dinner & real dinner. Its extremely statisfying and really very full. Maybe cause we ate too much, we kind of feel sleepy and so went home early(: Below are some of the photos we took today.

real dinner.

yummy chocolate fudge.

My new phone

Look full

Keith's quite artistic

dinner; seafood bake rice

crazy keith using psp as phone

Feeling very tired

Sick of eating

TIRED TIRED

DYING OF TIREDNESS

Looking at sth yummy

heart shape

arcade

still feeling abit unwell.

Its freaking cold today!

2009-03-08T21:43:00.001+08:00

Hooray, finally recover(: unwell ever since return of chalet, argh it feels so bad.
Tomorrow will be a fabulous day, going to get my new handphone LG KC550 and also get to meet my baby. Going meet mum for luch & buy phone before going vivo with baby.
Hope everything goes well tomorrow. LOVE BABY(: !

2009-03-04T19:20:00.003+08:00

Suddenly i dont know what i want in life and in relationship. I duno what is our relationship like now. Sometimes, it's just that everything seems so fine but inside there seems to be alot of conflict and unhappiness. Whether it's him trying to tolerate and hide his feelings or is it that he's really happy with our relationship now, i dont know. Seeing him looking so frustrated, so upset and unhappy i feel sad too. I dont know what to do now. Many say that there will be a stage where your relationship will stop and fade and fall into alot of problems. Have we reached the stage?

I am happy but at the same time i am also unhappy. I can tell that keith is feeling like how i'm feeling. HAPPY BUT SAD ! I want us to be happy, to have a future. But is it possible? I need someone to tell me how to make the next step now. It's so tiring having to think of ways to improve this relationship. I just hope we can be happy, can have a future together. Are we partners or are we friends? I hope you will be trying as hard as i am. I'm still trying(:

BABY, i'm very sorry i didnt know you would get so angry when i dont talk to you. Seriously, its freaking me out and i am at a lost everytime you get angry. Sorry about your wallet(: Next time angry dont throw your wallet, dont throw anything =DD

2009-03-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

We took this today(: HAHAHA! TOMORROW COME FASTER SO I CAN GO CHALET(:

SHOPPING

2009-03-02T17:44:00.004+08:00

Went shopping with baby today. We went to 2 places, first bugis then orchard. Had fun shopping with him today. Baby came to my house to fetch me & we cab down to bugis. Went for breakfast in the foodcourt. Baby is very blurr, he hardly go bugis so he didnt know the foodcourt is now on the 3rd level. He thought it's still located at the basement and OF CAUSE i laugh at him. Didnt manage to get anything in bugis as there's nothing much(: So we decided to sit mrt down to orchard. Went far east and yea, finally i saw clothes i like. Once again, baby pay before i could get my wallet out of my bag. Walk and walk till my leg all very tired so the both of us are very lazy and decided to slack at a thai restaurant. Ordered some fried rice, sharkfin, sambal sotong & longan with aloe vera =DD Not bad quite nice. Before going home, we went to tangs to shop for tokidoki, many shirt is on discount now but many size all gone left L/XL. So sad no more M.
Went to this very nice, majestic and big fitting room so decided to take picture let baby see the big fitting room as he cant go in. HAHAHA. I'm happy cause i bought a long sleeve and a pyjamas today >_< !

Baby at thai restaurant & me in the majestic fitting room(:

See how he can bend his finger, like going break. & our seafood fried rice, look ugly bt tasty.

2009-03-01T11:31:00.002+08:00

DANDELION !

See how beautiful is the dandelion.

It seems so carefree & happy :)

How i wish i too can be like it on day.

2009-02-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

Went out with baby today to celebrate end of exams. We went Marina Square to watch movie and then went kbox. Shop for awhile before going for dinner. Had long john in the moring thus looking for something different. In the end, baby and me decided to have buffet. OMG, it been so long since we ate buffet and its satisfying(: HEEHEE. We went to swissotel to have dinner. Well, its quite worth it. Thou the variety is small, but the food is nice. ESPECIALLY THE DESSERT! we ate for 2hours and then went home.

This dessert is call MANGO BABA

My creation(: BUTTER, SUGAR BREAD.
Baby say its very delicious =DD

I LOVE MY CREATION!

OYSTER, LOTS LOTS OF OYSTER

Looking the at beautiful scenary

Baby took it, luckily i dont look greedy.

KEITH =DD

2009-02-26T19:21:00.002+08:00

Finally, baby test ended(: He told me he was going to celebrate with his friends.
But surprising, he came to have lunch with me. We went amk hub before going to chengsan community center to meet the buyer for the subcrew cap. Happy to see baby but mad at him for not being nice in his words. It started raining cats and dogs and the WORST thing is we have to walk home. ARGHH, how? Baby uses his crumple folder to prevent the rain from dripping on me but it got so heavy that we have to run as fast as possible. Baby went home to sleep after seeing me. I will be meeting him tomorrow. I love being with him, its so much better then staying at home. HAHAHA.

2009-02-26T15:27:00.006+08:00

post for : twentyfive-february-2009

Hooray, exam finally end(: No more stress, No more test. Went to have lunch at aston with jon and weeyang & leslis. After that meet yongxuan, gary, calvin and junliang to discuss where to celebrate later. So decided to meet at 4pm go play L4D with friends. I wasnt very lousy, i've two kill and thou we lost most of the match but yea, i think i'm quite pro. HAHAHAHA. Went to have dinner at carl's junior and i ate the portobello mushroom. YUMMY! Its like the one at BK but a larger and exp version. Tired tired tired ! One whole day, definitely fun but really tiring. Went home at around 9plus and the guys still went to play arcard. LOL. They are night-person =D

ASTON !
Chicken + Fries + Pasta salad

Bee following leslie(: RUN PEOPLE!

Jonathan afraid of bee.

Weeyang & Estelle

I'm just bored of playing with jon.

Dinner at carls junior with friends

Doesnt Jon look like china man?

Jonathan; Gary; YongXuan

Deciding where to go, celebrating sch holiday(:

2009-02-20T18:27:00.005+08:00

ITS OKAY!

Baby really did come and have dinner with me :) We ate western food at a coffeeshop near my house. Happy that baby came but sad as he told me his test wasnt very easy. But i believe he'll still pass. One should have confidence right. BABY I BELIEVE YOU CAN :D Enough of blogging for today. I should really concentrate on my exams. FULL, 100% concentration and effort. Wont be able to blog for the next few days as i really need to buck up in my studies so i guess i will blog after my exams. OKAY(:

2009-02-20T16:37:00.002+08:00

FOUR-THIRTY PM

Baby test should have end by now. Are you smiling right now(: Really anxious, dont know how did he did and if its an easy paper? HAHAHA, been waiting for baby message or call till now.
Dont know if he really will come and have dinner with me today, but i'm wait till he message or call me :D

2009-02-20T11:27:00.003+08:00

ALL THE BEST !

Folklore says that blowing the seeds off a dandelion is said to carry your thoughts and dreams and your best wishes to your loved one. I am hopping this will bring you good luck for your test later :) No words can describe how much i wish it will be an easy test & how much i wish you will be smiling happily after the test. Best wishes all for you.

2009-02-19T21:38:00.003+08:00

BABY IS NICE

Didnt do anything today. Went downstair with my sister to rent some dvd and the show is quite nice :) I am so afraid to answer unknown call now as my 'senior' kept calling me and i think he's kind of funny. Seriously i duno him and he say he got my number through my CCA. I am so going to complain to the CCA. Baby called me today and i nvr pick up cause its unknown number but he's very smart. He called my house phone and i was very surprise when i know his motive of calling. This is what baby said to me;

" Baby: If tomorrow i cant come over to your house to pass you the statistic book before i go to school can i have dinner with you instead? Cause mayb i going for check up tomorrow morning.

ME: Of cause you can, HAHA. It's alright.

Baby: Anyway, i will definitely see you tomorrow. Okay, i go study already. See you tomorrow."

He's so SWEET to ask me for dinner instead. He's nice and i love baby.

MOVIES

2009-02-19T14:09:00.003+08:00

ANYWAY, didn't get to watch any movie this week ! And its really upset cause i am going to miss the Andy lau show. Well, duno whether its nice but i feel like watching. wonder if this movie will still be showing next Fri? HAHAHA :) My sister went to watch ' the other end of line' with my marmi and they say super funny. Baby you have to go for movie Marathon next Fri !!

2009-02-19T14:02:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so tired and lethargic today. And i guess partly is because of the flu medicine i had this morning. Bt. thanks god i manage to finish emaths 2 till chapter 6 & did some revision on it. Also manage to study economic chapter 3 & 4(: HAHAHA. seriously not in the mood to study today. I will take a break till 5 and go through statistic again ! 3more days to qmethod & maths. 4more days to economic. SO STRESS.

TAKING BREAK !

2009-02-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

STUPID ME!
Always so blurr. Make blog till recent posts all gone.
Keith must be thinking i'm very blurr now.
Very upset, cause many pictures gone ;(

Have to repost every thing

2009-02-18T22:51:00.001+08:00

NIGHT. NEED TO COOL DOWN

ANGRY

2009-02-18T22:45:00.002+08:00

MY RECENT POST ALL GONE!

2009-02-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

Kind of busy with homework and projects recently(: *killing me
HAHAHA, will blog less frequently till main exams is over =/

2009-01-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

I'm going to either CLOSE this blog or DELETE all the post.
I'm going to have a new beginning without him.
I'm willing and going to let go of the past.

I know deep down you have nvr truly love me. All you did was make use of me.
I kept quiet cause i truly do love you, but the more i keep quiet, the more you take me for granted. Do you know how much you hurt me with wadever u did. Only after i get upset or angry den you will apologize, saying you love me. But if you really love me, you shouldnt hurt me at the very first place isnt it. My heart really hurt alot. I have no wish to continue this.

2009-01-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

Just learn how to play L4D yesterday night. HAHAHA(: Im suppose to study for PECON, but seeing my elder sis playing L4D i got kind of hook up too. Well, at first its quite scary. With all the hands, head and other body parts falling off. Its kind of ... phew. BUT got use to it after playing for a few times.

I hate the TANK, BOMBER, SMOKER, WITCH & HUNTER !!!!!!!!!!!
But, i hate the tank and witch MOST. When they attack you, damn scary. The first time i saw this two, i freak out. I was like OMG, RUN RUN.

Alright, going practice my l4d NOW!

2009-01-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

Today i came across a quote by ... ( duno who la )
What matter most is that the quote is very meaningful(:
This is how the quote goes:

" Dream like you will live forever and live like you will die today ! "

2009-01-17T19:32:00.000+08:00

To me, they most beautiful and wonderful image in the whole wide world is able to be together till old. Like the picture above(: Isnt it wonderful? But the problem is in this world how many couple can be together till old. Imagine you were to get married at the age of 30 and you have a life of 80years old. You will have to stay with you hubby/wife for 50years ! Isnt it hard. Wont feelings fade? HAHAHA.

I hope and hope that one day, i can be like the picture above. Holding hand till old with the love of my life. Alot of people say that if you stop giving to the relationship, the other half will start giving in to the relationship. But, if you love someone so much how will you bear to stop giving in to him. As a girl, if you really love someone, you will keep giving in till the day you give everyth you are able to giv. HAHAHA, Valentine day is coming soon(: In another 28days.

Saying all this suddenly is because of things i have been through recently. I have learn to accept the one i love and not try to change him(: I hope things will go well !

2009-01-17T15:32:00.000+08:00

I read a book. Men are from MARS and Woman are from Venus. There are lots of differences between a man and woman. However, we always think that all human regardless of MAN or WOMAN are the same. Is it why couples have conflict? Is that how love is develope. Bring two different people together is a hard thing not to mention having to live and communicate with the person. Thus we do have to treasure what we have now right. Chances may slip pass and nothing gonna happen twice. Feeling tired wanting to give up their relationship should think twice. NEVER make a choice which you will regret. Both parties, regardless of guy or girl. BOTH, should put in their effort to maintain their relationship. If only one party give in, the other will suffer and eventually, the relationship, the fate will eventually COLLAPSE !

2009-01-11T12:15:00.000+08:00

Computer is down with some loading problems =X. update tomorrow night after celebrating with keith(: Anyway, celebrate bday with shamus, keith, sisters and marmii yesterday. HAHAHA! was surprise that keith and shamus was there. LOVE MY YUMMY BDAY CAKE WHICH KEITH BOUGHT :DD i got one big piece. HeeHeeHee. Went to marina mandrine for some yummy buffet dinner, manage to post some pictures. Tomorrow going to celebrate my bday with keith(: Haven decide on which Hotel buffet to go too.

BDAY DINNER(: ( marina mandrine ) YUMMY!

XMAS GIFT FROM KEITH(:

BDAY PRESENT(: FROM KEITH